i was listening to my dad play with zeus earlier and i couldn’t help but feel kind of sad about moving out. when i told my dad i was going to live with stacey, he seemed a little down about it, and said he would miss having me around. but i can tell my mom wants me out of the house. i don’t really blame her. i guess maybe i have stayed so long because well, to be honest, there is a lot of luxury here. and i love having my parents nearby, for the most part.

at least this time i’ll be in the same town. when i lived in orlando for those 5 years, by myself, i hardly visited. maybe this move can be a slow transition.

but i think it’s what i need right now. time to pull myself together without having to please other people (parents). i need a space where i can do what i wanna do. there is a really nice park within reasonable walking distance, that has a running track, and a little mini waterpark, and some swings. zeus will like it. i’m not getting too excited right now, even though i kind of am, but i’m not, i don’t know. waiting to see how it works out. tired of talking, i need to start doing.